The World is working against me

Not really, it's probably that I have so many restrictions in my life that I am subconsciously allowing myself to eat everything even though it is going against my goals. It is not good. But on the bright side I actually went to the gym yesterday and I feel the pleasant burn of weight loss in action yet not so intense of a burn that would say that I am in terrible terrible shape all over again. So hopefully I can get rides to keep this up. I need to lose weight. I will go crazy if I don't. I refuse to continue the gain that Philander has put me through and I refuse to stand idle and waste my youth trapped in this body. I want my life the way I want it and I am taking it back and I am starting with this ridding myself of this fat suit. I will toss the remaining ice cream and figure out away to fix this problem. I will work it out. I have to. Failure is not an option.