So I am happy that I have lost my first five pounds since I started working out. But, I went to the doctor and after X-rays were shot, they told me that I need physical therapy : ( my old bones. It's really hard because I'm on my own with so much right now and I really need someone to help but no one even knows I need it. And I don't know how to tell them. But I could really eat some boneless wings right now. I would love it. But..i guess I'll just eat noodles.

FYI

I am slowly going insane trying to keep track of what I can and can't eat...this is why I am so avidly against diets of all kinds in all forms. Ugh. I'm gonna lose my mind.

Bonus Challenge

I'm running for Miss Philander Smith College. So, for that I really need to lose a few lbs in the right places so that my dress-which is gorgeous by the way- will look amazing on the unforgiving stage. Which is unfortunate for my diet because that means in addition to the no fast food for the rest of the year, I cannot eat sweets or fried foods til after the pageant which is on April 10th. This is important...I really need to lose like 10lbs before the event...I wish the fast food fast had helped me lose weight already...although I think since I eat out so much due to these conferences and vacations and limited food possibilities has countered that... I will do better... I have to.