Yeah I definitely gained weight

I was doing so well this spring and summer and two weeks here undoes everything. I refuse to let this happen. Even without a car I have to become creative and make this exercise thing work for me in spite of unfortunate weather and laziness. I have goals and they have to be met. I have to accomplish something of worth this summer and this is my project. No time for self-pity or anything else. Somehow I will make it work for me and my lifestyle and my situation.

I've gotten better

I am eating better. Well if cereal counts since that's practically all that I have. But I have been exercising daily and I plan to be healthy and lose the weight that I planned. I'm pretty pessimistic about it at this point cause nothing ever works but I got nothing better to do so....yeah. I guess I'm in it.