Sometimes it just feels like I'm not doing enough, but there's no way I can fix it. I can't afford a car. I hate borrowing and driving other people's cars. I'm so busy and so tired all the time, but at night I have to make myself stay awake so I won't wake up super early or just lay in bed staring at the wall.
Food really does nothing for me. I know it's wierd, but I really never get hungry. Ever. I say I'm hungry-cause it seems appropriate, like when I haven't eaten all day or something. I don't eat often either. It's really strange. But, I'll find myself snacking when I can't figure out anything better to do, especially at night. I really wish I could do more, but I don't know how or when....maybe my problem is much bigger than just not eating fast food and saving cash...
Idk
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