This is extremely weird, but I had a dream last night that I ate some KFC, or taco bell, I really don't remember. The crazy part is that I don't even like KFC like that. Even in my dreams there is this struggle, when or if I eat out, with having to decide if the restaraunt falls into the fast food category. It would suck to accidentally break my fast due to a technicality that I wasn't aware of at the time. But this is not even the first dream of the sort that I have had in the past week. Maybe I didn't eat much yesterday, or maybe I am not eating enough in general, but I feel like the fattest fat kid ever when I have a dream about food.
When I did a month only drinking water back in September, I had dreams that I drank juice of various sorts over the course of that month. So maybe it's just my subconscious mind worrying about breaking my commitment. Or since there has been no time at all during my day to even think about picking up a burger from somewhere, I am just indulging in a place that will allow me to enjoy without becoming a failure....idk.
I'm not at all worried about breaking my commitment, because failure is not an option. It would be so lame to fail at something as controllable as what I choose to put in my mouth.
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